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Darling you are, the only exception (8)
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 at 9:46 PMIf there is anything ive learnt in the last couple of months its that. no matter how hard you try for something, sometimes, its better to just accept that you cant change things. Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul, that love never lasts i mean, acceptance itself.. given time .. feels absolutely grand. And we've got to find other ways to make it alone And who knows, maybe what you're fighting for, in the end, isn't really worth it. All that time you spent, all the hurt, all those tears .. wasted.. i had sworn to myself that im content with loneliness i know ive been up and down this road so many times, and i have never been sooo appreciative of everyone who has had to put up with me for the past few months. It would've been frustrating, guys, i know- watching me run back to old habits when i even know myself the consequences of it all. Because none of it was ever worth the risk Ive come to realise, that sometimes.. its just not fair. If the effort you put in is farr greater than that you're receiving back, its never fair. Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream And yeah, if youre in a situation that seems like it has no favourable outcome, look deeper. There is always a bright side. And it may be hard. It may make you cry more than you ever had. But sometimes, its inevitable. But I can't let go of what's in front of me here But ive also learnt, that sometimes, its definately worth a fight. And 50 years from now, looking back at your life, at least you can say "i gave it my best shot." "i gave it everything i had" She would never let herself forget Ive never really been the type of person to do the things im doing today. Its all new to me, its true what they say.. maybe it really does make you do crazy things. And ive done something, before, that i must say, i really regret. I didnt fight. I didnt fight when i should have. and that was the day i promised, that i would not sing of love, if it does not exist. So I'm gonna fight now. Wish me luck guys. (L) Darling, you, are, the only exception. |
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