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Personality Check.
Monday, June 7, 2010 at 9:20 PMSo, i have this friend, yeah? and ive known this person for quite some time . Not the longest, but to me, time does not play a major role in determining the closeness of a relationship between two people. :) so anyways, this person has told me something, several times, and i have never really paid much attention to it. "My Linh, you've changed." and i know some of you are prolly thinking "oh god ml, really? a D&M blog about THIS? everyone changes!" yeah i know, but the thing is, im not sure if im happy with WHO i changed into. I dont want to sound like im an arrogant bitch , that im in love with myself or whatever, but its true .. i was soo much happier with myself before To be honest .. i dont know what happened . :\ Im so sick of feeling this constant .. idk .. worry. and .. sadness :\ I miss the days where i was .. more carefree about everything. More happy. The days where i would literally wake up everyday , happy, go to school to just be smiling through out the whole day. Laughing at stupid things and being the biggest idiots with certain peoplee The days where drinking and partying made me feel weird. The days where buying a new pair of HEELS made me all tingly and happy for weeks. The days where swear words did not exist in my vocabulary. The days where i would do my homework everynight, and feel so bad if i skip even one question. The days where i used to believe that i was going to be the best i can be. You know, those days. Seriously, i dont know who i am anymore .. I respond so differently to situations now, than i would've in the past. I am so much more angry .. so much more easily upset .. so much more emotionally affected by the littlest things.. ><>< sigh. idk, i just hope im back to "normal" soon whatever that is :( OH and one more thing. i made a decision today! i decided that i will not touch a drop of alcohol until i am 18 ! i can do it guys, the same person pointed out that its so much more worth it when you wait till youre actually legall! and with the whole, clubbing and shit as well, lets just wait it out! no more wanting of fakies and stuff. 18 is not that far awayy :) xo |
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